I only had one reason for blogging.
It was not the fame.
It was not the popularity.
To be honest, I am satisfied already as soon as I receive the confirmation that my post has gone live.
Over the span of two years, I have joined blogging forums and groups in order to send my voice out there.
This should look like this. That post should look like that. I should gain this much followers. I should connect. I should collaborate.
I joined in. I did what was suggested.
I failed at being a famous blogger and it sucked the life out of me.
Then, I remembered.
I remembered why I was here.
This was not about fame and popularity.
This was not even about getting my voice heard.
I blog because only through my writings can I pour my heart out.
Only through my writings can I be myself.
How ironic could that be when I do not even use my real name.
So, I am starting over.
I am cleaning out my closet.
This will be my last WordPress post.
I will also deactivate my Facebook fan page and account.
But, this is not the end for me.
If you wish to find me, I will still be very active in Instagram at @cavilleta.
For the occasional longer and in-depth post, find my writings on Medium and Twitter at @ca_villeta.
I like those platforms because they are very straightforward in getting my thoughts across. No customization. Just black and white with the occasional color accent. No myriad hashtags.
For those who have supported me, I am humbly thankful, really. I have enjoyed interacting with all of you and I hope this decision of mine will not prevent you from keeping in touch in the future.
Thank you very much and I am officially signing off.